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IrideJohnDeere8
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Name: Amber
Gender: Female
Interests: Your mom, Eye Liner, Lighters, Smoking, Guard, Dr pepper, perkins, Bandanas, Hello Kitty, Green, Nikki Wade<3, Black and White Pics, Acid Trip Rooms, Staying up all night, Sleeping all day, Sunflower Seeds, Writing, Reading, Leaving Weird Tips(cigs, lighters, condoms etc.), Lighting, Rain, Smores, 'I Love Lucy', Dressing up, Belts, Candles, Swimming, Funny Movies, Superman stuff, Odd clothes, Ear rings, Hoodies, How Jell-o Wiggles, Signs, Pins, Big Purses, Stickers, Music, Writing on mirrors, Remembering, Stealing things from yards,
Expertise: Getting kicked out of every store in A-town
Occupation: Student
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AIM:  IrideJohnDeere8
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Member Since:
12/22/2004
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| Steven and Damien made my birthday grand.
we met up at 8pm and parted ways at 5:11am
in that time we drove 160 miles
went to greenfield, rushville, new castle, Muncie, Gaston, alexandrea and some other towns i dont remember.
stopped at a couple walmarts
it kicked ass i love those boys
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| This week has been eye opening. Sunday damien's wife told him to leave. he did. now shes trying to make him feel like hes done something wrong. in the last week damien and i have become almost like it used to be. It makes my heart happy. but the reason for all this, and all his hurt makes me hurt as well. to be married a year and 3 weeks and then your wife just wakes you up one day and tells you its not working. no warning signs no reasons just leave. ::sigh:: Since September i feel as though i have grown so much. i have changed some ways of thinking.
Ashley and i were crusin thursday and we talked about how we came into each others life at the perfect time we were going through the same things with our friends and needed someone to understand us and someone to be there for us someone to just listen while you let everything out. and we are that person for eachother its good to be able to just drive around and have good conversations with someone who you know is real.
we have been living the same life in towns 5 miles away from each other. i even went to her school at one point. but for some reason which i think is good we have been brought together. one of my friends and i have had a couple times when we just wouldnt talk to each other. but we always get brought back together. i honestly think that we are ment to be friends. theres someone standing in the way right now. i hope this person moves. school is still great i love it so much. i realize i am doing what i love idk how many people can do that but im glad im one of them. im going to spend time with the fox side of the family | | |
| My papa and i were talking yesterday how last year and maybe the year after that havnt been that great for me. Although now i honestly believe that things are looking up, Better days are here. My dad explained it how someone at church talked about it.
Things are good. School is great i love it... i cant wait to grow up and get to do something i enjoy for the rest of my life. its a challenge sometimes which keeps me on my toes and it makes things so grand.
friends are good for the most part. The "family" has gone its ways, but some of us still hang, i dont care were not all the same people... a couple months can really change you...
my friends at school are awesome Ashley and i hung out this weekend and we chilled with a bunch of her friends they are cool.
Some old friends and i have made up, one of my good good friends from high school and im glad that we can chill and shit now... its not like it used to be but like i said people change deep down were the same person and we WILL be having good times like we did in high school.
Graduating was scary not knowing what would happen to everyone was not easy on me. Yeah ive lost some people, but its ok. sometimes things have to happen, im not going to fret over it. but the stories you hear about how everyone goes to different schools and you never see each other until your 35 in wal-mart with your family's or something.
Everything is happening for a reason.
<3
A.Fox
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| some space.... everyone i need some time to think about my life and what i want and what i dont... so everyone chill dont call me 3 times in a row dont text me a bunch just let me chill. thank you <3
A.Fox | | |
| Intrest in new things...
Im not around the family as much anymore...
It makes me a little sad... and it makes some of them a little sad.. the family has changed, new people have tried to join and its not aloud...
the relationships in the family are breaking... even if they dont know they are...
i know all their secrets... they will be over soon and when that happens i dont know if there will be a family... my grandpa is really sick, and isnt going to live very much longer...
Im scared..
He is too but he wont admit it
when im around he tries not to act sick.
i never thought the day would come when he wasnt there.
I never want it to come. My grandma fox might go to a nursing home... if she doesnt im going to move in with her and help her out...
no one else will do it and she asked if i could... i want to help if i can.
i love my real family and my friends that are family but it seems they are all falling apart.
I cant handle it right now. | | |
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